![]() I cried in Decathlon when I tried theirs on today. I would feel much more comfortable with something that came down to mid thigh, but a lot of the fitness dresses have tight tops and I look like a horribly bundled sack of potatoes in them. This means that cut off points don't cover my bum or my bits. Yes, I really lucked out in the genetic lottery!!)Ī lot of other ranges are just the same garments for thin women but in larger sizes. (I am 45 and very pale so exposed skin isn't a great idea practically either. I just feel ridiculous and the very idea of going out like that makes me feel like crying. Don't get me wrong, it works for loads of women and they look great, but it absolutely does not work for me. A lot of the plus size ranges are skimpy bras and tight leggings with a bare midriff. As a former runner, I know this is A Thing.Ī giant factor is that I cannot find clothing that I feel comfortable in. It's not the exercise, it's the feeling of utter humiliation and worry about the comments and looks I might get. Just getting out of the door is a huge hurdle. But I hate my body and even though I used to love running I now feel completely humiliated at the idea of going out in public and exercising. I have been told my likelihood of recovering from the op, which as I said is major surgery with a 3 month recovery, will improve if I diet and exercise, which I know is good advice. But in the meantime, I've been so unwell that I've been confined to bed for long periods and put on 93lbs, meaning I am now nearly 200lbs, clinically obese, a size 16 and very severely depressed (my career is in the toilet, and I am on drugs that pull your mood down). Finally been diagnosed and am due to have major surgery soon. I then became ill, and have spent 10 years trying to get help from an NHS that repeatedly told me I was delusional or exaggerating. I used to be superfit, 100lbs, fell runner.
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